As I close out a year long chapter of my life working a "career, big girl" oriented job I write this post in celebration, and understanding many things about life and dreams I did not fully understand or appreciate before. I am very thankful for the struggles of the last year, the job unhappiness, and overall new perspective that I have gained and needed from it:
Always believe in yourself, and always follow your heart. Not affirmations that I always believed in or allowed myself to think. In more recent times, through different life experiences and some recent drastic changes to my heart and mind I fully embrace these things every single day.
Always believe in yourself, and always follow your heart. Not affirmations that I always believed in or allowed myself to think. In more recent times, through different life experiences and some recent drastic changes to my heart and mind I fully embrace these things every single day.
A year ago, I left my dream job. Yes, my ultimate dream job. I had
dreamed of working at Walt Disney World as early as I can remember, singing
Disney princess songs in the shower to the distaste of my family every day,
planned our annual January Disney vacation to a T along with color coded itineraries, went on a behind the scenes tour of Magic Kingdom for my 18th
birthday where I cried, and even attended the University of Central Florida
specifically so I could work at Disney in college. I began at Disney in May
2012 as a hostess at Cinderella’s Royal table (loved it), and 9 months later on
my 21st birthday after multiple heart breaking auditions and being
turned down, I was celebrating in Disney at the time, I got the call that I
would be transferring to Entertainment. My heart sang that day in a way I never
believed was possible. I had the greatest job in the world where I could first
hand feel the love and joy from guests, make parents cry in utter happiness,
and live my greatest dreams every single day. As I walked across the stage at
UCF in May 2014 I had even decorated my cap with Disney pictures and
rhinestones because I was finally a full time cast member after 9 more months
of waiting.
However, things changed. I put a lot of pressure on myself
to “grow up”, to be serious, to not have fun if it meant not sticking to the
schedules I had made for myself. Freaking out that future jobs and people wouldn't take me seriously because of my job, I furiously searched for other jobs and
upon interviewing at a recruiting firm, took it with a sinking feeling in the
pit of my stomach. “You have to do this Kelsey, you need to be serious now its
time to grow up.” So although I knew it was not time, I went seasonal at Disney.
One year later today I feel like I have some great
experience in what not to do in life. Don’t take jobs you know you may not enjoy simply for the titles and where they can get you. Hate sitting? Don’t take a desk/office
job. I have gained a wealth of experience in two professional environments and
am very thankful for both of them and what they can do for my future one day.
As of August 16th, after only two weeks of
waiting (rather than my previous torturous nine months), I will be a full time
cast member again doing what I am passionate about. I can really thank the last year for teaching
me that you don’t have to grow up if you don’t want to. Life is far too short
to do something you don’t enjoy for 40 hours a week just to bring home a
paycheck. You should be happy and feel fulfilled in your passions every single
day, not just on the weekends or your time off. You should feel HAPPY every single day, including at work. We have so little in this life
time wise, why waste what we have? Read below for another inspirational article about following your passions
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I came to these conclusions through running. Both
go hand in hand, on runs I would pray to the universe in my darkest days of feeling lost that I
would find the path created for me and that I would fulfill it. Only WEEKS
after, I was handed back my beloved and precious job. I cannot feel more
blessed in my life that I for one have the opportunity to have this job, and
two that I am being given my second chance at it. I will do my best at it
daily, on hard days remember the amazing happiness and love I feel from it, and
be a positive ray of light to those that can no longer feel that what they do
matters.
All in all, follow your dreams. When no one else believes in
you, believe in yourself always. Conforming to society's labels of success will
not bring you success in your heart. Your dreams will.
Keep running and BELIEVING friends :)
**Thank you mom & dad for always supporting me, no
matter what <3